Waahh!!!

My heart is really breaking...
They juz keep hurting my heart more n more...
I apologised..She juz dun listen!!
I onli wanted to cheer her up..
I juz didn noe she juz gone mad...
Even an angel wun not noe wad to do mah...
I m really gone case le...
I really wish tt i do not exist...

I really wan to cry out loud...

Sigh...

Kao...
My bro cum bac le..
I thought he not cumming bac tiz weekend ne...
Sian...

I tink i m at a stage called loss of words sia...
I really dunno wad to type when i really got a lot of things to sae...
I got thingz bout BAND...
FRENZ...
LOVE...
Lotz of thingz la...

Will frenz be 4eva?? Wif mii around i dun tink so..
I m alwaes bad at saeing thingz...
I m onli good at typing thingz..
I m not good in saeing!! I somehow wish tt i do not exist!! It is oso quite depressing sometimes...
When i saed thewrong things at the wrong time...
Maybe i shld juz keep my mouth shut...shut it n nvr open...NVR EVR!!!

I m stuck in de middle...

I tink I m being tessed sia...
Zheng Wei's enemy is Wei Lu...N of course Wei Lu's enemy is Zheng Wei La..
Duh...
Wei Lu tell mii tt Zheng Wei lik mii...
Den Zheng Wei tell mii Wei Lu lik mii...
"Great" lorx...Elo..I m still in primary skool sia..hu cares bout tt?
Sian...i m too old fashion for all tiz thingz...

They sent mii letters in class...I replied back...
N the stupid dumb Andrew Woon go n tell teacher...
He sick la...SICKO!!!
Wei Lu told mii to be careful...
I oso dunno why though...
Haix...Is tiz kind of thingz called stuck in the middle...
I hope tiz thing wun get around..
I wil be total laughter...

Being in my class is really difficult...
The boiiz are disgusting...sick...
Well...except some...
The some are onli frenz to mii...
Dun tink the wrong thingz...
ERI...Is now asking mii hu is my crush...
Helo??
It is already called CRUSH..tt means others shld not noe...
JY is cranky n i juz joke wif her n she is angry wif mii..
Excuse mii...
I was onli joking...
I did apologised to her...it is onli her hu cant open up...
It is not my fault...Well..
At first it is...But...
After I apologised..
She had a choice to accept wad...

OkOk...I m wrong k??! Juz dun ignore mii...
I m depressed...
Deep deep depressed....
I cant stand any more ppl ignoring mii...
I cant stand all those eww...EYES...
Everyone in my class frenz ppl wif all those teacher's pets...
So wad...I dun lik to be...u cant force mii to rite?!?!
Cos when other noe bout tt..
They will juz call u teacher's pets over n over again...
ERI...R u all teacher's pets??
I hoped not...

Everyone is special cos they are different!
No one saes tt u muz be the same to mske frenz rite?!?!
I m unhappy...DETESTED...Every sad words suits mii...
I wanna getta out of mii life!!

HaHax...JERI is back!!!!
I tink so.....We are so ah hem....
Best frenz for life!!!!

I tink i cant live without dem sia...
I luv the wan ton le...It helped mii!!!!!!
HaHax...I m happi till mad...MADNESS sia..
tt is maybe wad u tink...

One of my paper ball is gone!!!
Cos whenever i met something sad..
i will sreamed into the ball...N crushed it up...
put it in a veri special box..My bro dun wan....
when i solved the problem..I will throw it awae...
Or when i met something really hard to solved...
Or something lik tt la...
I m so so so so HAPPI!!!!

JY rox..Rachelle ROX...Irene ROX...We four ROX!!!
I declared tt:
JUNK FOOD PRINCESS IS NO LONGER SAD...

Irritated..Rachelle

Hi..I m real irritated...Pls do not mind mii...

I m really puzzled...I did nth wrong..

But Rachelle is obviously ignoring mii...

I really wish u would tell mii wad do u tink i shld do...

Shld i oso ignore her??

Shld i go n ask wads wrong n apologised to her??

Shld i juz dun care bout her??

Pls pls tell mii wad shld i do...

I really nid a strand of hope n the hope is U...

Haix...I really hope tt it does not matter mii...

But my best fren is ignoring mii??

Tt is the worst thing tt is imagined..i juz hope tt i would juz wake up..

Frm tiz horrible dream...

I nvr thought tt the horrible dreamis tiz...

i hope tt i would juz wake up

Forget everything

N hang wif ERI..joking wif them

I juz somehow tink tt i can sae more on blogs all tiz den saeing out...

I tink tt i had difficulty tokin to everyone..

Till i made frenz wif ERI...n Abigail...

Dey teach mii to do lotz of things..To depent on dem sometimes..

Not to be too independant...

I wish i could juz be in a anime..Juz be there acting n nth is real...

I juz cant seem to forget my FRENZ..they seem important to mii..

Juz lik water n food to u..I will die without it...

My happi times are all together wif them..

I spent all my time wif ERI n Abigail..It is wae wae too difficult to forget them...

Haix...I m gettin too emo le...

Is JX gone a good thing or a bad thing??

Wif JX around..Rachelle is acting weird...

W/O JX..Rachelle is quiet...

Maybe i juz dun hang around wif them..they will be much much more happier...

Signed,

Pls tell mii wad to do gurl

Hi...Tiz is my first time writing in this place...

Juz call mii Sakura =)

My good frenz are JY Rene Rachelle...I alwaes mention bout band too...I m real proud of tt

HaHa...I m sure u too have something real nice n prod things to share...hope to read from u..Btw(by the wae)...Anybody got "reach out for the stars" NDP song?? If so pls pls pls tell mii...JY really wan it..I wanted to giv her a surprise...Pls...

JERI is my gang grp name..dun get wrong..It is not those type of gang u see on TV...It is a type of hanging out frenz...Consist of June(mii), Elodie(JY...Jia Ying), Rachelle and Irene(Rene)...We are real good frenz...I hope we are together forever!!!

Too much of my 'gang'....Let mii tell u bout band...Actually band is a great CCA...The teacher is fun...I mean INSTRUCTORS...HaHa...Next time den tell u more...

Signed,

Hope to make frenz wif u gurl...